This entry is to going to be pretty long, naggy and shitty. Here it goes
I am falling in love with my Dalvin. I know I am in the best relationship I ever had so far, seriously no one has to tell me and I know it. I have never pretend that he wasn't the best and I knew it from the start. Whenever I tell someone "Wow baby is the best", someone will reply "now then you know ar." *Roll eyes* Of cause I know. I wonder what does she means by saying now then you know ar. If I don't know that I wouldn't be sticking around for so long.
I know that I had made a terrible mistaken before that doesn't mean I will do it the second time. There is a saying that once bitten twice shy. I do admit that I was such a silly back then but I am pretty clear of what I want now so if you really know me, you can stop assuming.
I have always question myself "Can a relationship move on if there's no trust?", the ans so far I found is "No". I have to say I count myself lucky, after all the torment I put him through a year back and he still trust me now.
Someone once tell me "Har why you going out with a guy alone? If it is me I wouldn't go". I wonder how can anyone be so narrow minded. Does it means that I have a bf I should just stay away from guys? Sorry I am not the type that close my friends' circle because of one guy. Who knows he might not even be the one you are going to marry, anything can happen. As long as I know I am not doing anything unfaithful to him I am not guilty. Luckily Taco is 100% fine with me going movie or out with another guy. No jealousy or whatsoever. I guess that's what made our relationship lasted for so long. I seriously love my dude.
Anyway I've realized some friends are stepping on my tail. I hope they will bug off little I would n't want to snap and damage our friendship.
Just me. || 1:51 AM