Sugar

Confidence

2010-01-19T22:41:00.000-08:00

I start to suspect maybe is not me. When all along I tot it was me that made those mistake.

2010 Resolution!

2010-01-06T18:38:00.000-08:00

2010 is here and I am already into the 12th day of 2010. Can't believe it that time flies just in a blink of eyes and I am 26 this year, starting the 2nd quarter of a century. I am starting another phrase of my life as an adult, moving on to my late twenties.

To be honest with myself I am getting abit cranky about the fact that I am getting old. Is like every morning you wake up and stare into the mirror discovering that some age prints are appearing on my face. All these prints doesn't make my day look brighter but sadder. Do not tell me that those wrinkles are sign of wisdom. Sad to say if those are wisdom I would rather be a bimbo.

Another issue that I have created and brought forward from 2009 is my weight. I couldn't believe that I was once consider skinny, weighing only 48-50kg. For those who see me often will know that I am slightly chub now, weighing 58-60kg. Within a year I have let myself loose by eating and gaining weight as if those food are free. =(

Well... I guess age is catching up. I am seriously no longer young. Look back at my last 5 yrs they had been a good process for me, learn new things and grow abit and become more stubborn than before. I realise I had used to listen to what others would say and agree to what they say without even thinking. Now I seems to have my own stand that I start to drift away from people who need me to agree to what they say. maybe cause I am kinda of sick of agreeing to what they say and I dun want to go against what I trueself. My guess is that age has made me either to be not thinking right or thinking right about what I should be.

There are too many flaws in me that I am seriously going to get rid of them by 2011. I am going to write them down and I'll try my best to keep up to them and will still be doing in 2011.

- Sleep at 12 daily and wake up at 7 daily..... Do not waste too much time on sleeping.

- Plan what I want to wear for the next day before going to sleep.

- Wake up 1/2 hours earlier each day to jog abit on the dusty jogging machine that I have at home.

- Doll up every morning for work. It doesn't hurt waking up a lil' earlier just to look pretty!

- Do not eat after 9pm even if it is healthy food.

- Things I need to quit doing are smoking and the consumption of green tea.

- Last but nt least...... STOP TAKING CAB!

With all of the above done. My best bet is that I will be looking slim and healthy!

Anyway wish everyone "Huat ar!!!" in 2010.

Sugar: When money is not 90% of the things that you do, you will see a clearer picture of life.

Good bye 2009..

2009-12-29T19:40:00.000-08:00

Good Bye to 2009 and Welcome 2010!!!!
2009 is a good year for me. I had done quite alot of things that I had been trying for the pass few yrs. I have officially finish paying my loan!!!!
I hope I'll have a better yr ahead.

Weddings and Marriage

2009-11-15T18:59:00.001-08:00

Albums of weddings and marriages are everywhere on the facebook. This is the power of facebook that connects everyone together. I love to look through those wedding photo as they are always pretty maybe because the people in them are happy.

The typical question ask often to me (even sometimes I ask myself or ask my bf,) "When am I getting married?" or "When are you getting married?". Neither one of the question feels right to me, 'cause the question should be "we or us". My reply is always standard "another 5 more years." I hope we will be ready by then. (I hope that I will be...)

Of coz every wedding makes me envy or gives me this "want" of getting committed. Well I am just like any other girls who want a fairytale wedding. With lots of blessing beautiful growns and everything.

If only marriage is all about beautiful wedding! Sadly it is not and to me the fear of commitment is greater than the beautiful wedding and the big diamond ring....

看穿你。

2009-10-30T01:16:00.000-07:00

说穿了你只是自私。

Me.

2009-09-18T09:03:00.000-07:00

I love to stay home to clean my room and doin abit of housework here and there. Relax on the bed and read some book. Ya, I know that I am changing very soon this blog will be abandon with no updates cause I might not have anything to update. But I am happy and enjoying my life with just him.

Am I?

2009-09-11T00:30:00.000-07:00

They say love is to feel the pain. You have felt the pain cause you have loved. Am I feeling it? I guess so but it is just a guess cause I am a confuse being.

Being a Baby

2009-09-09T20:23:00.000-07:00

I would love to be a baby... To be carry around and pampered. The right to be spoilt and ask for attention anytime I want. Anyway time pass and Little princess Cayen is now 4months old. She is such a lovable little baby and a complain queenie. Haha. Love it when she start to complain and dunno what is she saying. She'll start singing song when she is sleeping. So cute!

I just love every moment of hanging out with her. hehe

Pretend

2009-08-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

Spoken:
This is it.
I am losing it.
Baby I love you..

How long has it been?
(That I had stay in your shadow)
You told me that you love me
but I was never seen in the street with ya.
I turn blind to all your deeds..
but I know it all my baby

How long more was I to pretend?
Your love was strong enough for me.
How long could I stay being you girl? (Being your other girl)
I thought my love was strong enough to stay. (Love..)

This is the way we had our memories
So much pain...
So much to bare

I was never in your heart... never in your mind.
Baby..
Do you know...
How much I am goin' through?
The heartbreak I felt that was tearing me. (Maybe you don't care)

How long more do I have to pretend?
That everything was ok
How much more do I have to take? (Time..)
All the burden I was carrying.

This is the way we had our memories
So much pain...
So much to bare

This is it.....

2009-08-10T21:22:00.000-07:00

At the beginning, you did everything for me
You made me fall in love
You were starting to expect more thing from me
You wounded my heart

Why are you changing all of the sudden?
Can you feel my fretful mind
Your arrogant and haughty side of view
Everytime I see you saying bad things about my friend
It feels like I'm going crazy

The road we used to cross,
The words we used to say,
I want to forget the night we spent together
I have finally realized our wrongful meeting

We fought as much as we'd get sick of it,
We loved as much as we'd get tired of it,
We broke up as long as we lasted
You are a bad boy that only left me wounds

You secretly flirted with other women
behind my back, you're such a nasty fellow
Seeing you happy after our seperatation
My love is crumbling down

Why do I only have to understand you?
Why do I have to do that?
It gets harder every minute
This moment of time when my tears flows in sadness,
I feel so lonely

The road we used to cross,
The words we used to say,
I want to forget the night we spent together
I have finally realized our wrongful meeting

We fought as much as we'd get sick of it,
We loved as much as we'd get tired of it,
We broke up as long as we lasted
You are a bad boy that only left me wounds

Your obvious lies, I don't know how many times that was
You whispered from my heart,
and now you're telling me to leave
I'm starting to grow grudges
I'll forget you more than once in a day
I'll repeat, I won't find you again, my miserable mind
Never be the same, that's right

I'm so sick of it now,
The road we used to cross,
The words we used to say,
I want to forget the night we spent together
I have finally realized our wrongful meeting

We fought as much as we'd get sick of it,
We loved as much as we'd get tired of it,
We broke up as long as we lasted
You are a bad boy that only left me wounds

Jealousy gets in the way of everything.

2009-08-03T20:19:00.000-07:00

Yah..... the word is fucking with my mind. Argh hate this feeling.... And I think we are walking away from each other slowly. I guess it is time since it has already been for so long... 3yrs? or was it 4?..

till you lose it...

2009-07-27T02:55:00.000-07:00

Yah.. I am perfectly human~~~ I am missing my softie after I had decided to throw it away! =(

My life path....

2009-07-26T19:19:00.001-07:00

Dear Grace Ng, Your Life Path Number is 5. This based on below calculation:

Birth Date: 16-03-1984
1+6+0+3+1+9+8+4=32=3+2=5

Below are the analysis of life path number 5:

The Life Path 5 suggests that you entered this plane with a highly progressive mindset, with the attitude and skills to make the world a better place. The key word for your Life Path is freedom. In the pursuit of freedom, you are naturally versatile, adventurous, and advanced in your thinking. You are one of those people who is always striving to find answers to the many questions that life poses. The byword for the positive Life Path 5 is constant change and improvement. You want to be totally unrestrained, as this is the number most often associated with the productive use of freedom.

You may be one of the most compassionate of people as the 5 is surely the most freedom-loving and compassionate Life Path. Your love of freedom extends to humanity at large, and concern for your fellow man, his freedom and his welfare, may be foremost in your mind. A great Life Path 5 American President, Abraham Lincoln, issued the Emancipation Proclamation, and ended slavery in America. As the ultimate progressive thinker type, your potential in government, the law, and other positions of authority is unlimited.

Prawning!

2009-07-13T02:30:00.000-07:00

It has really been very long since I last prawn. This time round I can say it is the one of the best prawning session I ever had. Not just that it is also the 1st time I actually bbq the prawn on the stop after I caught them.

Sugar: Patience is the key to life

When I thought it was yesterday.

2009-07-09T20:24:00.000-07:00

Time is still moving forward when I am still standing in my past. I am still trying to catch up the pace with time. I hope we will be running side by side soon.

The days are still clear as if it is yesterday but the photo by my mirror has already faded. I am glad I still smile at our fond memories, I am glad that I am part of you.

Sugar: If I have a choice to turn back time, I will still make the same mistake.

What do you love about men?

2009-07-08T18:18:00.000-07:00

They are able sleep around and get away with it!

They are be 1/2 naked in the public!

They are 2 heads with one tiny brain.

They have huge ego and show them around even if they feel burden by it.

the list goes on....

What have you learn today?

2009-07-07T04:47:00.000-07:00

Everyday is a learning process that makes us grow as we mature.

I am careless not by nature! I am still learning to cut down on my mistakes which is still happening till day. I am grateful that I haven't done any mistake which is irrectify. Although mistaken are small but they take time to undo and I have wasted alot of my time trying to correct my mistake. Today I will make a "punishment" that if I were to make a mistake I will put in 50 bucks into my piggy bank!

Not really a punishment but I hope I will be less careless everytime I do my things with less mistake!

Sugar: I'll learn as I grow when the time goes by.

How much does your words cost?

2009-07-05T19:41:00.000-07:00

After the 1st sorry, you hope.

After the 3th sorry, you still hope.

After the 5th sorry, you start to lose hope.

After the 20th sorry, you learn not to hope.

After the 40th sorry, you learn to expect it will happen again.

After the 50th sorry, you don't learn, you know it will happen again.

Words aren't cheap, they are free cos they mean nothing.

From Angela - http://f4ithic3.blogspot.com/

Rain 비 and his Six to Five!

2009-07-02T18:34:00.000-07:00

I think most people who know me well enough knows that I have a thing for 비. Now not only is he a superstar but he is launching his very own clothes ling "Six to Five". Well we all know that he has a body that carries almost any type of clothes with style. So he is the best person to model for his clothes.

Here are some of his photos.

From Sugar

This is the perfect physique of my dream guy!! *Drool*

Sugar: It doesn't matter how many people hate him but I believe what I love!

June was a great month!

2009-07-01T21:46:00.001-07:00

Time flies like nobody's business! I am into the 2nd half of year 2009. Very soon I will say goodbye to 2009 and welcome 2010. Cut things short I had a great June.

Starting off with Amanda's farewell. She had left the coy for studies. Good for her! The photos as follow are taken during the farewell dinner @ Tiffany cafe.

From Sugar

I had went for a short trip to Batam with Coy. Although the trip was kinda of rushy but it is still fun with great food and activities.

From Sugar

We had a hell of the time playing banana boat! I want to do all these again with my special someone!

Sugar: There is always something beautiful about one even if the exterior is ugly.

Reality

2009-05-03T19:11:00.000-07:00

From Sugar

My bubble was crash and I am facing the harsh reality. Thanks for the dreams and hope you once gave me. I think I will be just as fine by myself. Disappointment made me realize what I had always preach is right. There is no forever but only a moment. I thought I was ready for the moment but I still cried. I guess was taken aback by that sudden truth.

Thanks for the years.

Baby Cayan!

2009-04-26T09:56:00.000-07:00

Yeah I am a godma now! Congrats Coleen and Hongsheng and welcome the new born!

From Sugar

Debt Free Target!

2009-04-21T00:32:00.000-07:00

I am aiming for debt free target before marriage. This means I will not have any installment or loans nt paid excluding my bills！ I am reaching soon! 2 more months I will be debt free! Muckz!

[Music] Epik High 2009!

2009-04-16T21:04:00.000-07:00

From Sugar

Epik High is reknown for reinventing their sound for each particular album. This time, they have reinvented the medium itself. <魂: Map the Soul> (2009) combines music with literature, birthing a new cultural code: the 'book-album'. The album portion of the work contains raw hip hop music reminiscent of Epik High's early works, while exhibiting unprecedented poetic lyrics that make the entire sound refreshingly new. Also, the songs on this album are bilingual and showcase collaborations with international artists, allowing greater connection with fans worldwide. The book portion of the work, themed around 'creativity', documents the entire creative process involved in the making of an album, as well as showing―through essays, pictures and notes―how artists can acquire and use inspiration. The book portion is also bilingual (English and Korean). This work hopes to inspire and encourage aspiring artists all over the world by showing how worthwhile creative work can be, and by whispering these simple words of wisdom: you, too, can do it.
Context from www.mapthesoul.com

Release Date: 2009-03-27
Language: Korean
Genre: Hip Hop
Artist: Group

1. Believe
2. Cipher
3. Map the Soul
4. Customer Service (Skit)
5. Top Gun
6. Scenario (피해망상 pt. 2)
7. London (instrumental)
8. Free Music
9. Map the Soul [Worldwide Version]
10. 8 by 8, Part 2

Visit http://www.mapthesoul.com/ to purchase CD and the book.

糖说：I love their literature type of lyrics.

Happy weekend!

2009-04-16T04:15:00.001-07:00

I am addicted to kpop! Mainly because I am attracted to Bi. Cool guys with nice bod! Anyway I celebrated ling's b day on good friday! Happy birthday to cutie!

From Sugar

We love Ben & Jerry!

糖说：失败乃是成功之母！

Our little love profile.

2009-04-14T23:24:00.000-07:00

How long have you been together?

Our 5th for 2009

How long did you know each other before you started dating?

I think it is a month before we became official. He was love at first sight but I was probably the 2nd sight.

Who asked whom out?

I cannot really remember but I think he did.

How old are each of you?

25 for both.

Whose siblings do you see the most?

mine. I don't really like to visit his place. Cause he has 3 pet cockroach.

Which situation is the hardest on you as a couple?

Money issue.

Did you go to the same school?

No. Never did our path cross. I am the smarter one. hehe

Are you from the same home town?

Yup. Typical Singaporean spoilt brat

Who is smarter?

Me! This is not even a question.

Who is the most sensitive?

hmmm We are nt the sensitive type of people but we tend of speak out if there is any issue.

Where do you eat out most as a couple?

Subway! We love subway! Loads of vege and meat!

Where is the furthest you two have traveled together as a couple?

Penang

Who has the craziest exes?

He doesnt have any. So I guess it is mine.

Who has the worst temper?

Me. I yell when I am angry and super pissed. He just keep quiet.

Who does the cooking?

Me again. He is not good at cooking.

Who is the neat-freak?

Him. He keep his stuffs really tidy. I am totally opposite. I just chunk my stuffs in a cupboard and wala~~ clean now! hehe

Who is more stubborn?

Not too sure about that. But I think I am more stubborn since I can always easily talk him out of things

Who hogs the bed?

Me! I love sleeping.

Who wakes up earlier?

Him! Who the hack wake up early on weekends when u have nothing to do.

Where was your first date?

Bugis. We wore matching tops (coincidence) and ate billy bombers where we swear we wun do it again.

Who is more jealous?

Him. Cause he doesn't have any females friends to start off my jealousy.

How long did it take to get serious?

2 years after some big issues. I realise I will never find another angel like him.

Who eats more?

He used to eat a cow but I think now he has cut down on his food and I am increasing.

Who does the laundry?

His mom does his and I do mine.

Who’s better with the computer?

Me. Told ya I am smarter.

Who drives when you are together?

Drives? we dun have a car. But I guess I am the core engine in the relationship cause I nag for things to happen

March update.

2009-04-14T21:35:00.001-07:00

My birthday had already pass for a month and I yet to blog about it. Late as usual. Hehe. I didn't really celebrate this year cause to me birthday is no longer a big deal . Still I have to thanks friend who remember and make time out to have dinner with me. Not forget the presents I've received this year. A Casio keyboard from my taco, photo printer from Animagine, Hp from a guy friend and necklace from Ju. hehe. alot of presents!

糖说: 爱情是自私的。因为爱所以不能分享。或许我不爱你了。

爱情哲学的电影。

2009-02-22T22:14:00.000-08:00

我喜欢爱情哲学的电影。因为它给我的感触永远很深。让我思考我的人生，让我多少找出我的感情理由。

I have manage to finish a few movies over the weekends and I would like to intro them.

1)《独家试爱》 Marriage with a fool

2) 《十分爱》 Love is not around

3) 《我的最爱》 L For Love ♥ L For Lies

4) 《爱的发声练习》 My so call love

P.S.: 如果没有真爱你会结婚吗？

Happy Chinese New Year!

2009-02-12T22:38:00.000-08:00

Chinese New year had just past! And I had cut my fringe for a new look. The urber dumb look.

From Sugar

Baby thinks it is cute. I look like some country pumpkin. But I like it.

From Sugar

Had Yu sheng with coy on Monday. Nice!

And on Tuesday I went out with Ling and Maria for our monthly makan outing. I am growing really fat and stupid!

From Sugar

Yummy Yummy at Mushroom pot! I love Mushrooms

From Sugar

Ling with some tiny black mushroom.

From Sugar

hmm that's me!

From Sugar

Maria! Pretending to be ghost.

From Sugar

Guess who?

From Sugar

After all the stupid stunt photo, this is a proper photo.

From Sugar

Note this photo. Maria is actually smiling... Not sure why is she smiling since The face wun be shown. LOL

I want to win a HP Mini 1000 Vivienne Tam Special Edition!

2009-02-12T00:48:00.000-08:00

From Sugar

I want to win a HP Mini 1000 Vivienne Tam Edition!!!! Why I want to win so much 'cause this Mini is so gorgeous and small that I can carry them everywhere I go. I can just simply put them into my huge barang bag. I can simply whip them out and connect to my internet. I can just bring them to show it off without any weight burden. Most importantly I seriously love red. Even before I get my hands on this tiny thing, I am already picturing myself with this love. let me show ya.

From Sugar

Instead of my favourite tibits I will be holding .... *Tahdah~~~

From Sugar

My favourite little thing will have a new toy to play with! Can you see how cute is that?

From Sugar

Most importantly I can see my guy love me more since I have this chic mini!

I really really hope I will win this HP Mini 1000 Vivienne Tam Special. The judges out there~~ Please look at my sincere and cute tiny eyes. Can you see the strong wanting for this gadget? Please please let me win with a cherry on top.

Happy Chinese New Year!

2009-01-31T09:23:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year! Huat Ar!

It is the time of the year again. New clothes, good food, gambling and MONEY! For this year I haven't get to play MJ yet and I hope I will soon.

Wallpaper 01

2009-01-28T22:49:00.000-08:00

My new wallpaper for my computers' monitor.

Happy Chinese New Year to all!

omg... wtf

2009-01-16T05:21:00.000-08:00

Wow! I really really have to my hat off to this girl!

http://www.56.com/u68/v_NDA1NjA1Nzc.html

Aslyn - That's when I love you.

2009-01-15T08:47:00.000-08:00

Kevin made a nice video for fifi and I am so in love with this song. I love it.

Grace's wonderland

2009-01-12T07:45:00.001-08:00

I am stuck in my wonderland!
Sometimes we've hear too much of things to decept what is true and what is fake.
I think I am learning and changing and not sure it is for the good or for the bad.
I am learning what is call "keep my trap shut", taking the courage to take off my mask.
Be true to myself and others.

Grace is goin' nuts by getting anti social.

我们放下尊严，放下个性，放下固执，都只是因为放不下一个人

2009-01-07T23:03:00.001-08:00

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？
.
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
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也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。
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不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
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他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .
其实我们都很脆弱,一回头已找不到回家的路!
世上最遥远的距离
“世上最遥远的距离，不是生与死的距离，不是天各一方，而是我就站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你……”

为何
“我们放下尊严，放下个性，放下固执，都只是因为放不下一个人。”

快乐
“喜欢一个人，是不会有痛苦的。爱一个人，也许有绵长的痛苦，但他给我的快乐，也是世上最大的快乐。”

卑微
“爱人是很卑微的，很卑微的，如果对方不爱你的话。”

痛苦
“带给你快乐的那个人，就是也能带给你痛苦的人。”

失望
“失望，有时候也是一种幸福，因为有所期待，所以才会失望，因为有爱，才会有期待，所以纵使失望，也是一种幸福，虽然这种幸福有点痛。”

暗恋
“暗恋是神圣的，要以对方的幸福为依归。如果有痛楚，也该留给自己。”

爱
“爱一个人很难，放弃自己心爱的人更难。”

忘记
“如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。”

伴侣
“只想找一个在我失意时，可以承受我的眼泪，在我快乐时，可以让我咬一口的肩膊。”

岁月
“当时间过去，我们忘记了我们曾经义无反顾地爱过一个人，忘记了他的温柔，忘记了他为我做的一切。我对他再没有感觉，我不再爱他了。为甚么会这样？原来我们的爱情败给了岁月。首先是爱情使你忘记时间，然后是时间使你忘记爱情。”

缺点
“他有什么好处我不知道，但是他有一个很大的缺点……我是知道的，他不爱我，这个缺点还不够大吗？”

有些人注定是等待别人的，有些人是注定被人等的。

缘起缘灭，缘浓缘淡，不是我们能够控制的。我们能做到的，是在因缘际会的时侯好好的珍惜那短暂的时光。

曾经相遇，总胜过从未碰头。

为什么要那么痛苦地忘记一个人，时间自然会使你忘记。如果时间不可以让你忘记不应该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有甚么意义？

我以为爱情可以克服一切，谁知道她有时毫无力量。我以为爱情可以填满人生的遗憾，然而，制造更多遗憾的，却偏偏是爱情。阴晴圆缺，在一段爱情中不断重演。换一个人，都不会天色常蓝。

爱情要完结的时候自会完结，到时候，你不想画上句号也不行

同一个人，是没法给你相同的痛苦的。当他重复地伤害你，那个伤口已经习惯了，感觉已经麻木了，无论在给他伤害多少次，也远远不如第一次受的伤那么痛了。

爱情, 原来是含笑饮毒酒

爱一个人很难，放弃自己心爱的人更难。

当爱情来临，当然也是快乐的。但是，这种快乐是要付出的，也要学习去接受失望、伤痛和离别.从此,人生不再纯粹

我们也许可以同时爱两个人，又被两个人所爱。遗憾的是，我们只能跟其中一个厮守到老。

爱上一个人的时候，总会有点害怕，怕得到他；怕失掉他。

你曾经不被人所爱，你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人。

不能见面的时候，他们互相思念。可是一旦能够见面，一旦再走在一起，他们又会互相折磨。

只想找一个在我失意时可以承受我的眼泪;在我快乐时，可以让我咬一口的肩膊

如果我不爱你，我就不会思念你，我就不会妒忌你身边的异性，我也不会失去自信心和斗志，我更不会痛苦。如果我能够不爱你，那该多好。

别离，是为了重聚。

爱火，还是不应该重燃的．重燃了，从前那些美丽的回忆也会化为乌有．如果我们没有重聚，也许我僣带着他深深的思念洽着，直到肉体衰朽；可是，这一刻，我却恨他．所有的美好日子，已经远远一去不回了．

当他伤害我, 我会用过去美好的回忆来原谅他, 然而, 再美的回怀也有用完的一天, 了最后, 只剩下回忆的骸, 一感冒原本是一种很伤感的病

追求和渴望，才有快乐，也有沮丧和失望。经过了沮丧和失望，我们才学会珍惜。你曾经不被人所爱，你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人。

『如果情感和岁月也能轻轻撕碎，扔到海中，那么，我愿意从此就在海底沉默... 你的言语，我爱听，却不懂得，我的沉默，你愿见，却不明白...』

爱上了你，我才领略思念的滋味、分离的愁苦和妒忌的煎熬，还有那无休止的占有欲。为什么你的一举一动都让我心潮起伏？为什么我总害怕时光飞逝而无法与你终生厮守？

爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，不是『我爱你』,『我恨你』,便是『算了吧』你好吗？』、『对不起

相爱却不能相恋，相恋却不相爱。

我也相信爱可以排除万难；只是，万难之后，又有万难。这是我更相信的

你的心就是我的海角和天涯，我不能去得更远。我们此生共赴天涯海角，不是游走半个地球，而是人间相伴。

甚么事情都会成为过去，我们是这样活过来的。

你爱我吗?已经爱到危险的程度了.危险到什么程度? 已经不能一个人生活.

相逢,不是恨晚,便是恨早.

爱情是风花雪月的事，失意的人是玩不起的。

无法厮守终生的爱情，不过是人在长途旅程中，来去匆匆的转机站，无论停留多久，始终要离去坐另一班机。

离开之后，我想你不要忘记一件事：不要忘记想念我。想念我的时候，不要忘记我也在想念你。

爱情不是避难所,想进去避难的话，是会被赶出来的。

如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

在爱情的世界里，总有一些近乎荒谬的事情发生，当一个人以为可以还清悔疚，无愧地生活的时候，偏偏已到了结局，如此不堪的不只是爱情，而是人生。

爱情原来是凄美的吞噬，但愿我的身体容得下你，永不分离。

爱一个人，你是会自爱的。

承诺本来就是男人与女人的一场角力，有时皆大欢喜，大部份的情况却两败俱伤。

爱情不是避难所，想进去避难的话，是会被赶出来的。

最厉害的病毒，是爱和谎言。

若不爱一个人，便无权要求他无条件奉献，更不忍看着淌血的人守护身旁，欠不起这样深情。

我们害怕岁月，却不知道活着是多么的可喜。我们认为生存已经没意思，许多人却正在生死之间挣扎。甚么时候，我们才肯为自己拥有的一切满怀感激？

忘掉岁月，忘掉痛苦，忘掉你的坏，我们永不永不说再见。

人生的大部份时间里，承诺同义词是束缚，奈何我们向往束缚。

思念只是一种习惯，就习惯一下不去思念任何人吧。

爱火，还是不应该重燃的。重燃了，从前那些美丽的回忆也会化为乌有。如果我们没有重聚，也许我会带着他深深的思念活着，直到肉体衰朽；可是，这一刻，我却恨他。所有的美好日子，已经远远一去不回了。

爱情从希望开始，也由绝望结束。死心了，便是不再存在着任何我曾经对你有过的希望。

爱上了你，我才领略思念的滋味、分离的愁苦和妒忌的煎熬，还有那无休止的占有欲.为什么你的一举一动都让我心潮起伏？为什么我总害怕时光飞逝而无法与你终生厮守？

为什么要那么痛苦地忘记一个人，时间自然会使你忘记。如果时间不可以让你忘记不应该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有甚么意义？

明知会失去自由，明知这是一生一世的合约，为了得到对方，为了令对方快乐，也甘愿作出承诺。恋爱旳一个追求不自由的过程，当你埋怨太不自由了的时候，就是你不爱他的时候。

孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱尚上个人的那一刻开始。

喜欢一个人，是不会有痛苦的。爱一个人，也许有绵长的痛苦，但他给我的快乐，也是世上最大的快乐。

人生的大部份时间里，承诺同义词是束缚，奈何我们向往束缚。

爱情，是自身的圆满，我不再缺少些甚么了。

爱情也是一种发明，需要不断改良。只是，这种发明跟其他发明不一样，它没有专利权，随时会给人抢走。

暗恋最伟大的行为，是成全。你不爱我，但是我成全你。真正的暗恋，是一生的事业，不因他远离你而放弃。没有这种情操，不要轻言暗恋。

爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。不曾被离弃，不曾受伤害，怎懂得爱人？爱，原来是一种经历，但愿人长久。

Happy new year!

2009-01-05T23:26:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to all! Let's welcome 2009! Another year has pass and hope that more good years to come. I pray for everyone's pocket and strive through the recession that we will have in the coming years!

From Sugar

My Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T20:58:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to all my love ones! This year baby bought me a Guitar Hero for DS! I love the present. Muackz! I had a quiet and cosy christmas this year. Few of my friends came to my house for steamboat with my mom and dad. We had Charcoal steamboat. It is so old school. The weather is so rainy that it is just nice for steamboat. hehe.

From Sugar

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-23T19:25:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to all! Although it is the eve for the season of love, I still have to work. ^^ This morning is so cozy for it is drizzling this morning. Nice weather for sleeping but too bad I still have to work. I love Christmas!

From Sugar

Welcome 2009

2008-12-22T23:54:00.000-08:00

2008 is coming to an end. I should be clearing out all the rubbish that I have kept for 2008 and make space for 2009. My wish list got longer and longer each year. Let me recall what I wish for and how much I have accomplished

My wants and need for 2008
LV Vernis raspberry Pochette Wallet
~~Pink Digi Cam (although I got a sliver cam instead it is still bling up to my liking)~~
Pink laptop
~~White wardrobe (Got it! sparkling white from Ikea)~~
~~White queen size bed (Got it with the sparking white wardrobe)~~
~~pink comfortable (I had my mom hand made for me ^^. The warmth of love)~~
Lavin Eclat
All albums by Pink
Class 3
Honda integra
quit smoking
trip to taiwan
teeth brace
10k in my bank
~~Clear my bad debts (e.g study loan and installments)~~
~~uber big nice bag for my A3 file~~

hmmm.. Only 1/2 of what wanted have been accomplished. Guess I will have to over flow them into year 2009.

My wants and need for 2009
LV Vernis raspberry Pochette Wallet
Balanciaga Bag
Pink laptop
Lavin Eclat
All albums by Pink
Class 3
Honda integra
quit smoking
trip to Taiwan
teeth brace
have Lasik done
10k in my bank.

This time I am goin to make it all happen~

Time that is never enough.

2008-12-22T02:51:00.000-08:00

I am guilty of getting lazy and to make up for it, I have made myself a new skin.
Hmm... I have been really busy with work, bf and some are stuffs. I know I have neglected some friends. I know it is my bad. Pam has went over to Denmark and I wasn't even there to send her off. Not feeling good about it. I hope she is doin good there and ray hard nothing happens.

I had finally went on a date with my beloved Taco baby! We went Bugis to do some shopping after I went for a swim with Amber. We had grab our favorite donuts from J.Co. I feel loved. We had MOF for dinner since I got their discount card.

From Sugar

Taco's favourite beary meal!

From Sugar

J.Co Donuts!

From Sugar

Us!

I love him truely and dearly.

2008-12-02T00:27:00.000-08:00

I love him!
I seriously do!
It will be better next year!

Sugar

2008-11-19T18:49:00.003-08:00

[Birth]
A start of suffering and tint of evil.

[Breathing]
Nicorated!

[Death]
Far from what you've expected.

[Respect]
To live and enjoy life is a highly respected bravery.

[Sugar]
Just a normal girl who is lack of that guts,
that respect for life.
Sugar is not about being sweet,
but the lack of sweetness in life.

自问。。

2008-11-17T08:19:00.000-08:00

减肥！
我瘦了五公斤。
还没达到我要的理想体重。
自问到底有没有努力？

责备！
有点心虚，
自问是不是真了犯了错？

虚伪！
你和我之间，
自问人与人之间能完全坦诚吗？

人生！
矛盾一箩，
自问我的人生道理有没有问题？

Thanks!

2008-11-13T07:15:00.001-08:00

Thank you for being there whenever I need help!

Kevin's Party

2008-11-05T08:09:00.001-08:00

Just before the Zouk party we were at Kevin's 22nd year old party located at Down Town East.
It was hell of a time and fun!

Happy Halloween!

2008-11-03T20:30:00.000-08:00

Happy Halloween!

The "sexy" monk!
Psycho Killer! (It is a real knife!)

Cookie monster and Elmo! They are so cute. I wonder what do they look like and how do they drink or even eat in that costume.

The party Group before departure.

The Slutty Maid + 'Sexy' Monk.

Look at the boobs!

Us all at Zouk!

Me!

Drunk or Real?

2008-10-29T20:31:00.001-07:00

Finally Taco is off on weekend! Thus we had went for movie and a drink with Taco, Ron, Weifa and Mei Mei. We caught the movie "Tropic Thunder" and Ben Stiller is still good! Just like Chow Xin Chi.

After the movie we went to fisherman village in Pasir Ris Park. As I wasn't feeling that well so I had tea and they had beer. Surprisingly The place is crowded with people but the "DJ" sucks at mixing music together. After a few round of drinks Ron suddenly exclaim "Am I drunk or is that really a pony?" as he pointed to the direction of the beach. At frist we were laughing at him and tease him that he is drunk。 After a hard stare at the unknown creature standing by the beach, it is really a pony! I was totally excited about it so I went up and touched it. I was quite puzzel that why would there be a pony here out at night along the beach, Taco said it must be from the pony training center near by. I want to visit the place one day. ^^

Brother is back from his Taiwan trip and I got a Domo Kun from him!

ARGH~~~~~~

End of note: I can't wait for Halloween to come!

Updates!

2008-10-25T11:34:00.000-07:00

Greetings everyone! I haven't been updating my blog for so long since nothing happening has happen. Anyway just some photo updates on a trip with coy's guys to Night Safari for their Halloween theme events. It was really a hell of horror and fun.

Fun weekend + Fun Ppl!

2008-10-01T18:58:00.000-07:00

F1 craze has rave our tiny island and by a blink of eyes it is over. I have never been a real fan of car moreover the talk about F1. After much debate if I should be staying home to watch the final on TV or heading town to join in the heat. End up I chose the latter and I am so glad I did. You can never imagine the power of it till you hear them (sorry I could not see it since I had not buy a ticket). The engines are so loud that they pierce my ear drum. The smell of burning rubbers are so strong that it choke me. What can I say about the crowd? IT WAS CRAZY! I did not wait till the race was finish before I left. We were afraid that we might be caught in a massive jam thus we left early and home to watch the rest of the race in the comfort of our living room. I've promised myself that I will be watching either from the grandstand or a hotel next year.

We had a small farewell party for Maria as she is leaving the coy. Booooo hoooo I am pretty sad and I doubt I will be used to having her not around with her little phrase of "qu si le". On Tues we went for dinner at Minori I doubt I will be goin back that resturant anymore cause I suddenly feel it is super overpriced and service is really lousy. They just kept forgetting what we ordered or they would take a century to get our order served. Some did not even reach our table after 3-4 rounds of checking with the server. This is really bad since we each paid about 40 dollars for this kind of service.

After our dinner it start to downpour and lucky we had umbrella. If not we will all be drunch since we are walking over to Double O which is a street across.

Maria's last fight with El (Boss) before leaving the coy.
Us at Minori
Spot goofy!!
Our first toast in Double O.
1st shot of their life!

Look at the expression cute!
The rose among the thorns.
The thorn among the roses.

I love this week with all the holidays and fun party. ^^

P.S.: Always remember when you are pointing at someone the other 3 fingers are pointing back at you.

Sinking.

2008-09-16T03:21:00.001-07:00

I am sinking in too deep.
I am afraid that I would not be able to get out.
Tell me that it is just my illusion,
tell me I am over reacting to this situation.

I am betraying my own feelings.

Piglo and his girlfriend, Scrump.

2008-09-15T23:39:00.000-07:00

This is Scrump
This is Piglo with his lollipop for Scrump
This is how Piglo bully Scrump.

They had shared a glass of water.
Piglo thinks that Scrump is slim.

updates...

2008-09-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to my Baby man!

Guitar Hero and Oxy Mask

2008-08-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

Yes! Finally the Guitar Hero 3 is here! Sat morning I had woke up early to prepare myself and make my way to Bugis with Taco and his friend. Although it was a rainy and cosy sat morning but it didn't dampen my mood to buy the game.

Me dress nice nice to go meet Guitar Hero. ^^

Our Purchase!

I was really hungry after buying the game so we walked from sim lim to bugis for a quick bite before heading home for our game.
Aiya! cam whore while waiting for the food
Taco: wah lao can we be abit faster... I can not wait to go home.
Finally after our quick bite we head home.

Of cos I must pose with my guitar!

Another buy I bought from sasa, The oxy mask. All these shopping make Sugar a happy girl!

End note: There is a video of us playing the game but I decided not to post... due to the clothes i am wearing. haha.

peeping through.

2008-08-19T01:23:00.000-07:00

I am peeping at my lollipop life through a dirty glass.

Anyway recently I have been listening to Akon's music and I really like it. Tell you a secret... I think he is sexy.... opss it is not a secret anymore.

*end of note: Pussy of the same fur claw together! OINK!

How it doesn't matter anymore?

2008-08-18T02:43:00.000-07:00

Just sick and tired of putting on a mask and pretending to be ok with everything. Have you ever wonder who will be there for you when you are in deep shit and who will push you further into the shit dug. How can people can be so hypocritical? How can anyone that you are so close to will ever hurt you so badly? How can anyone whom you trust so much be the 1st made the 1st betrayal in your life?

Well it doesn't matter anymore. End of the day when I am dead, I'll be living in a box with just me.
So Fuck off to life.

My BF Rox

2008-08-18T00:55:00.000-07:00

My favorite stall for the week. Ma Bo stall at ubi!

I love my bf... hehe

Silence

2008-08-13T19:50:00.000-07:00

Silence and peace.
I miss the beach.

Me?

2008-08-12T23:44:00.001-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Pad!

2008-08-12T22:13:00.001-07:00

Haha..... it is just marshmallow that is pack like a pad.

happy me

2008-08-11T23:34:00.000-07:00

My Taco is staying with me for a month or so. The happy part is I get to see him everyday like a newly wed. The down side is we have a share a computer which means I will have to slash my time online by 1/2. buahwahwah. boooo!

went ECP with Pam, Taco and Ron.

us Cam whoring at my house while waiting for Ron.
Us cam whoring before the food is here. we jhave every excuse to cam whore our life away. hehe.
I love my Taco baby! Blissful me!

I am happy cause I am being me.
I am either the perfect me or the evil me.
I am just me.
I am neither want to be miss goody 2 shoes or the pain in everyone's ass.
I am just me. ^^

Food week!

2008-08-10T19:19:00.000-07:00

I love ikea session with friends. I always love to shop at ikea and dream (dream on) about how my future home will be like.

Cam whoring with my blur looking Taco behind us.
This is so cute!

Went to Phin's steak house with Eileen, Pam, Vincent and Jeremy. That was also the 1st time I 've ate at phin's w/o ordering steak.

Yummy looking dead cow on a cow shaped hotplate.

Me and Pam with my pink geeky glasses.

Went to Miss U cafe on friday. I love the chicken mushroom ruga I had ordered. It is really nice.

Whooopy! I found my friend in the cafe.

My Chicken Ruga. Doesn't it look tasty?
Aiya take photo lo........

I love Ichi Ban Sushi! Went Ichiban sushi on last sat with colleagues and bfs.

Cam whoring la.
The 3 happy eaters.

This is a happy food eating week.

Smart or boo

2008-08-07T21:21:00.003-07:00

Sometimes people just want to chum ji kah on anything, pretending they are all rounder and think they are really smart. *roll eyes*

Please learn to eat humble pie and shut up at times. Haven't you heard of a saying empty vessels make the most noise. Yes! I feel that you are just one empty thing super noise!

Guilty

2008-08-06T22:19:00.000-07:00

It was fun and a moment I've enjoyed.

Oei people.. u all dont peep peep at my blog only leh. can click click on ad and help me do poll. Please~~~~

Selfish.

2008-08-05T19:34:00.000-07:00

self·ish –adjective

1.	devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interests, benefits, welfare, etc., regardless of others.

2.	characterized by or manifesting concern or care only for oneself: selfish motives.

Transexual

2008-08-04T18:49:00.000-07:00

I think ah guah are really pretty, most of them has long flawless legs and nice perky butt. I'll post the photo up tomorrow.

Anyway I think I am going broke. for the month again. I was feel down yesterday and I went for a shopping spree. As people who know me will know that I have 2 type of emo thrash hold one is to cute my hair and the other is to shop which are pretty huge damage to me. I did the latter and I had spent 150 bux on faceshop alone yesterday. Now I am sort of having regrets. I'll pray those facial product that I buy are going to be worth it and it will work on my ugly face.

I've also bought a dress and a sexy skimpy top which I am not sure where can I wear them to. 1stly I seldom wear dress and I seldom club which made these 2 buy redundant since I don't wear them.

*I'll post photos of my buy soon*

Anyway Eileen and me were saying that it has really been a long time since we took a bus home together ever since vincent has car. Think about it I miss the good old days. .....

I am falling in love!

2008-08-01T01:51:00.000-07:00

This entry is to going to be pretty long, naggy and shitty. Here it goes

I am falling in love with my Dalvin. I know I am in the best relationship I ever had so far, seriously no one has to tell me and I know it. I have never pretend that he wasn't the best and I knew it from the start. Whenever I tell someone "Wow baby is the best", someone will reply "now then you know ar." *Roll eyes* Of cause I know. I wonder what does she means by saying now then you know ar. If I don't know that I wouldn't be sticking around for so long.

I know that I had made a terrible mistaken before that doesn't mean I will do it the second time. There is a saying that once bitten twice shy. I do admit that I was such a silly back then but I am pretty clear of what I want now so if you really know me, you can stop assuming.

I have always question myself "Can a relationship move on if there's no trust?", the ans so far I found is "No". I have to say I count myself lucky, after all the torment I put him through a year back and he still trust me now.

Someone once tell me "Har why you going out with a guy alone? If it is me I wouldn't go". I wonder how can anyone be so narrow minded. Does it means that I have a bf I should just stay away from guys? Sorry I am not the type that close my friends' circle because of one guy. Who knows he might not even be the one you are going to marry, anything can happen. As long as I know I am not doing anything unfaithful to him I am not guilty. Luckily Taco is 100% fine with me going movie or out with another guy. No jealousy or whatsoever. I guess that's what made our relationship lasted for so long. I seriously love my dude.

Anyway I've realized some friends are stepping on my tail. I hope they will bug off little I would n't want to snap and damage our friendship.

I went clubbing @ DBL O

2008-07-31T09:13:00.000-07:00

I wasn't suppose to but I still did. I went clubbing at dblo O and I am really glad I did. It has been so long since I last club with such a light heart. Since I am always afraid that I might be late for work. As usual sexy girls, booze and most importantly the company. I love my girls!

Proudly present my sexy girls! Pam and Fifi.

Cam whoring is part of our life.

Gasp! We have a strange dude larking behind us. Opps.. that Donald.

Our Pimp daddy, Kevin.

We are actually quite drunk and pretending to be sober.

*Warning* Scandalous Photos!

Did I ever tell anyone we are lesbian?

Me and Pam caught making out... =x

Muacks!

End of note, I am really enjoyin' my night. This is the best night so far for the year and addicted to tequila shots!

I miss clubbing!

2008-07-29T04:25:00.000-07:00

I miss those clubbing days. I miss wed clubbing and sleep out on thursday.

Fun weekend!

2008-07-28T19:08:00.000-07:00

Student workshop on Saturday! It was fun though it was a whole day program. I am starting to love what I am doin' now.

My loving colleagues. They are one bunch of cute and crazy ladies to hang ard with.
EL look shock.
Doesnt Jason and Amanda look alike?
That's me acting cute as usual.

It's time to clean your nose!

The day before I had hung out with my girls from ebuzz at yishun dam.
The pretties with the hunky.
Us!
WHHOOOOPPP~~~ Look at the boobs
Like I had say before, I have a thing for shoes.
Hungry FIFI digging in on the mash potatoes done by Pam.
Pam the cam whore!
I told ya!
Me and Lin. I realise I dont have much photos of us. Excluding those from pirmary school which cannt be publish.
The latest couple!

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Taco: Hey baby! I think your brain are very valuable
Sugar: Honey really?! Why? *Anticipating for something good*
Taco: 'Cause you hardly use it.
Sugar: +..+
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Work?

2008-07-24T02:49:00.000-07:00

Nah! we don't work. We come to office to have fun.
Meet up with Bin for dinner at bugis
The usual me on the phone.

23/07/2003 happy boyfriend's Day!

2008-07-23T01:35:00.000-07:00

When I woke up this morning I decided that today will be Happy Boyfriend's Day. So I am goin to cook for my boyfriend and write him a card. hehe

Anyway me and my smelly.... Linus's security blanket pose. In case you don't know Linus is charlie brown's brother.

Goodbye

2008-07-21T21:13:00.000-07:00

It is never easy to say good bye to certain things in life. We have tried and we know that we will make it. We will continue our own backpack journey alone.

"There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me"
-Chris Brown-

Forgotten

2008-07-21T07:27:00.001-07:00

Have you ever realise that the person you always yell at is the person that stay by you even if u are just a piece of shit. I have always apologise to Taco 'cause he is always one that get the shitty end of my mood swing. I am always putting my smile even if I am really in bad mood but when I need to yell at someone he is someone that I'll call. Sorry baby, I know loving someone doesn't mean I can abuse you anytime I want. I know I have short temper, I'll say something that I always regret later on like "fuck you! Can't you just fucking listening to what I am trying to say" things like that. You have never use fuck you on me before, not a single harsh word. All I say is that you spoil me too much that I have forgotten you are always there for me. I am too use to have you by my side that I know no one can replace in my life. If one day I am goin to lose you, i know it's my loss.

I love you no matter what.

Life

2008-07-16T03:06:00.000-07:00

Life is just like a cig.

Hong Sheng's Chalet

2008-07-16T02:54:00.001-07:00

Hong Sheng's b day butI dont have his photos. =x

Taco is cute

2008-07-11T00:36:00.000-07:00

Random photos of my life with Taco

ECP Lagoon

2008-07-10T23:31:00.000-07:00

Happy eating day and drinking! U pam pam rocks.

Happy me?

2008-07-10T22:26:00.000-07:00

Am I really happy? I have a nice family, a nice bf, bunch of nice butties, a house to live in, money to afford what I want and a job. I think I couldn't ask for more. I should be very happy and contented. I think I am contented but why I am not happy? Most of the time I laugh and smile even on days I am having bad mood. I just can't stay sulking for long but I am not very happy about my life. I am not sure what I am not happy about. There is nothing more that I want. If you were ask me to name something that I want, I really wouldn't be able to tell you. Anyway I hate theories of life 'cause in life theories are just bullshit. When things happen theories of whatever wouldn't work.

End of note.. I hate life and hate to be alive.

Marina club

2008-07-08T23:47:00.000-07:00

Happy and crazy as we are!

Shisha Night

2008-07-07T23:31:00.000-07:00

I love Shisha with the right company! Pam say every Monday will be Shisha night at Haji lane! Sorry I skip this Monday cause I am really lazy and tired.

Photoshop

2008-07-07T22:44:00.000-07:00

I had fun with photoshop.

Minori

2008-07-06T19:10:00.000-07:00

Nice food and good company! Kitty~~ Welcome home!

girl friends

2008-07-04T02:24:00.000-07:00

I simply love having a group of fun girlfriends! They are like gems no matter what others say.

Trying

2008-07-04T02:23:00.001-07:00

It issnt east but I am trying to say I have stop loving you.

Fashion is crazy

2008-06-30T19:21:00.000-07:00

I found like tons of photos of my ugly fashion sense. haha

Rebellious Attitude

2008-06-30T00:12:00.000-07:00

Rebellion is a refusal of obedience! Yes I am pretty much of that, I just don't like to do things the normal way. I love being opposite of what it supposedly "correct". I hate it when people tell me quite smoking and I hate it when someone try to tell me how I should run my life. I am leading a sad life but I am lovin' it!

I love my Taco baby the best! He'll just let me have all the fun I want! Till death do us apart! I love my friends who are not judgmental.

Infact I really have alot of things to update. for the past 2 months I have been to sentosa twice, got myself sunburnt, have a new hobby, been to shisha twice, Levyne's birthday and some minor changes in life. I am just fucking lazy to update. I pick up a new interest but I am not saying what is that.

Me

2008-06-26T02:41:00.000-07:00

Me is make up of everything I love, including people who loves me and things that I love to do.
People who are not part of me are just someone that pass through the town (my life). It can be anyone.

Shopping With Pam Love & Jayce Piglet

2008-06-02T19:18:00.000-07:00

I love shopping~~~~ It will just cure any unhappiness in me, still you have to chose the right person to go shopping with. Lucky I have Pammy & Jayce to accompany me on Sat for Shopping. Actually I was suppose to go swimming with Pam but lucky we didn't 'cause it was raining heavily on sat. I bought 2 pairs of shoes from Mondo & one bikini from far east. Check out http://shopping-fantasia.blogspot.com/ for my shopping buys~~ ^^
1/2 way through shopping I was really hungry for food and we went NaNa Thai @ Fareast for food. http://my-taste-buds.blogspot.com/ the photos for the food.. Yummy!

Us @ Arab St

Us @ Tangs

Us @ Tangs waiting for Jayce
Us outside the fitting room waiting for JayceUs still waiting for Jayce
waiting.........and waiting.......
I love the chalk board feel..The happy eater...The crazy women.

My babies' love @ Sentosa

2008-05-04T19:46:00.000-07:00

Went Sentosa with my beloved Taco baby, Ah sum baby, Naggy baby, Kang Kong baby and Gwhy Wu baby. Its a baby outing to sentosa~~~ We went siloso Beach Resort, went for the luge ride up the hills, took cable car~~~ Fun and Happy day!

Outing @ Keppel Bay 19/04/2008

2008-04-27T21:58:00.000-07:00

Sharing

2008-04-17T18:40:00.000-07:00

The light that will always shine upon us.

Baby Pie

2008-04-15T19:54:00.001-07:00

I havent seen baby pie for like 3 days already and I miss him. =(

Walk and fall

2008-04-15T19:50:00.000-07:00

I had walked and fell
I had layed awake and cried
You made my life wet and down
Still I miss you so

By the sea

2008-04-02T07:32:00.001-07:00

I want to hold your hands by the sea

Endless of kisses and hugs

Just you and me

失忆 - 张韶涵

2008-04-01T09:24:00.000-07:00

下雨后还给蓝天冷静了
在分手后不算亏欠
跌跌撞撞的缠绵
认认真真地实现
这样谁不流泪
就当做最后亲吻吧
是否在这瞬间
中不算真话
热热烈烈的～
冷冷淡淡地承受
我算是残忍的吗
我如何假装
我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒你却异常地平静
习惯慢慢适应
因为这样就能转移自己
我发现我我爱你
就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的诠释
你不安的阴天
毕竟我都看开
我并不想害自己
就当做最后亲吻吧
是否在这瞬间
中不算真话
热热烈烈的～
冷冷淡淡地承受
我算是残忍的吗
我如何假装
我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒你却异常地平静
习惯慢慢适应
因为这样就能转移自己
我发现我我爱你
就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的诠释
你不安的阴天
毕竟我都看开
我并不想害自己
哦不想害自己
我已经失去你
再没有你爱我的那一天
我如何珍重自己
我发现我我爱你
就在这一瞬间
沉溺后清醒你却异常地平静
习惯慢慢适应
因为这样就能转移自己
我发现我我爱你
就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的诠释
你不安的阴天
毕竟我都看开
我并不想害自己

放下

2008-03-26T11:17:00.000-07:00

没有结局却还犹豫不定

我在放弃的边缘徘徊

男人你会明白我的举棋不定吗？

没有幸福但还在坚持

你为何不给我你的心

难道是我还不够资格

放下的那一刻

我真的会崩溃

我付出得太多却没有我要的你

我寄了好多封的信

但你都没有回应

周杰伦 - 最长的电影

2008-03-25T15:57:00.000-07:00

温岚 - 爱你的两个我

2008-03-20T01:29:00.000-07:00

Ron's Chalet @ NSRCC

2008-03-20T00:48:00.000-07:00